i was never meant to stand in front of a crowd and speak. that's not my gift at all. words are very difficult, and people even scarier.

but i am now vice president of an organization and in exactly three hours and thirty-three minutes i must develop the charisma and power of an orator and inspire my new minions with wise, touching words.

fear of people is a terrible thing. i have so much to say sometimes and no way to say it. i may have the words but not the courage.

three hours and twenty-three minutes..