but deeply i long to be; i want to paint my own story and conduct my own existence. i find it hardly satisfying to be the perpetual observer and never the actor.
still, i do find enjoyment in the way i exist. drawing conclusions, forming ideas with no practical reality to which i can apply them - life is rather amusing to one outside. and, from what i have seen, i think i prefer my own world.
babyfloyd at 5:17 p.m.
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