the world is action, and everyone around me is experiencing.
i rememember being young and wishing i could be like that, having dreams and passions and fears. i only wanted to live.
and now i'm a little older, and i know that for some reason - because for everything that is, there is a cause - i am here not to be but to watch. i am the empty outsider, always seeing, always learning, but i cannot live.
i would give so much to experience. just once.